Self Esteem
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Set Listing
- “Focus Is Energy”
- “Mom”
- “If Not Now, It is Quickly”
- “I Do And I Do not Care”
Think about a stadium pulsing with the power of tens of hundreds of sports activities followers when a music hits, and the place erupts.
That is the type of music Rebecca Lucy Taylor, higher often called Self Esteem, has at all times dreamt of writing.
“These moments the place music is used to intensify the strain,” she says.
Earlier this summer time, that imaginative and prescient landed. A music from her new album, A Difficult Lady, scored the BBC’s opening montage for England’s Euro 2025 run. Plus, the Lionesses went on to safe the Ladies’s Championship title.
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The music, “Focus Is Energy,” builds to a hovering and defiant chorus: “I need to be right here.” It is a fateful choice for Taylor, amid her current surge in success and the stress that follows it.
A Difficult Lady comes on the heels of a breakout yr for the English musician. Her 2021 album, Prioritise Pleasure, drew rave evaluations and earned a 2022 Mercury Prize nomination.
“All of the sudden, everybody’s listening. I used to be promoting tickets, and I used to be type of this huge deal within the U.Okay.,” she says. “If you wish to capitalize on that — and I am being actually binary and reductive — however, you must broaden your sound.”
“Focus Is Energy” is barely the entry level. A Difficult Lady is irreverent and frank, constructed by an artist who spent years in a band the place she did not typically have full management. (Taylor cut up from her band, Sluggish Membership, in 2017.)
“Self Esteem has at all times been like taking my bra off on the finish of an extended day,” she says. “I simply do not overthink it. I simply do it.”
On this session, Taylor talks about making A Difficult Lady and what it feels prefer to take management of her profession after almost 15 years of hustle.
On working with a pop vocal producer
“I used to be in a band for therefore lengthy with any individual else, and I simply could not get my approach. Self Esteem has been like taking my bra off on the finish of an extended day. I simply do not overthink it, I simply do it — the vocal supply or the vibe.
“Truly, on this report, I attempted to work with a vocal producer simply out of curiosity, as a result of what do all the large pop stars have after they make albums? There’s, like, particular tuning folks and there is supply folks. So I needed to see what that was like. What occurs when you’ve got one? So I attempted it, and I instantly hated it. I by no means did it once more. …
“This goes again to pushing by means of for mainstream success or not as a result of I see why a vocal coach serving to you ship in a sure approach may scientifically join with extra brains. I get it. However I simply can’t do it.”
On “The Curse” and sobriety
“I had the lyric — ‘If I am sober or drunk, it is nonetheless me in the course of the issue’ — as a result of I’ve finished that. For 20 years now, I’ve gone sober. I’ve finished AA. I’ve dedicated to it. I’ve discovered it tougher. It is arduous to clarify, but it surely created extra issues than having the ability to average and simply be capable to do what everybody else is doing round me. Then, in fact, there’s the chance it could possibly go too far.
“Me and all my pals are the identical. I’ve a couple of pals which can be actually efficiently sober and it really works for them. That is nice. I really feel like we hear these tales, and we hear the tales of, like, ‘Cheers to the weekend. Let’s get effed up.’ However what most of us are training is attempting to efficiently sit within the center.
“It is simply my reality. The extra trustworthy I’m about myself, the freer I really feel. … I feel lots of people have actually related to it.”
On calling the album A Difficult Lady
“I had simply written down in my telephone, ‘I am such an advanced girl.’ It virtually amuses me to say that as a result of I am not. I am probably the most primary girl experiencing life like each girl with the hand I have been dealt, which is a reasonably privileged one.
“I am reacting completely fairly to the system, but it surely nonetheless registers as sophisticated to different folks. I do not make sense. … It is simply such a helpful phrase, however it may be weaponized. It may be used to gloss over issues, as an alternative of interrogate them. It is an important phrase.
“I’ve spent so lengthy in my life attempting to be like everyone else, or this picture-perfect ending. It was like I used to be popping out as somebody who cannot try this.”
This episode of World Cafe was produced and edited by Kimberly Junod. The net story was created by Miguel Perez. Our engineer is Chris Williams. Our programming and reserving coordinator is Chelsea Johnson and our line producer is Will Loftus.
