Burgeoning singer/songwriter Benjamin Steer unpacks love, loneliness, and the chaos of your 20s in his debut EP ‘Figuring It Out,’ launched scorching on the heels of sold-out exhibits, viral success, and a career-defining danger.
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Benjamin Steer is not any stranger to uncertainty, having made a complete EP about it.
On his debut EP Figuring It Out, the fast-rising British-American singer/songwriter captures the emotional rollercoaster of your early 20s with uncooked vulnerability, restraint, and a sincerity that’s change into his calling card. Launched August 15 by way of Artist Concept, the five-track venture marks the official arrival of an artist who appears to have struck a chord with a era attempting to make sense of affection, goal, and the mess in between.
“The EP is a hopeless romantic’s dream and downfall,” Steer says. “I wished to seize the helpless unknowns of being in your 20s, and hopefully create one thing folks can relate to.”
Thus far, individuals are greater than relating; they’re exhibiting up. Figuring It Out lands off the again of Steer’s sold-out debut London headline present at The Grace, a sequence of main help slots with UK hitmaker Myles Smith and viral singer Arthur Hill, and a rising fanbase that now contains almost a million month-to-month Spotify listeners and over 14 million world streams. On social media, his music continues to make waves, racking up over six million views on user-generated content material and greater than 3.8 million views throughout his personal platforms.
Initially from Washington D.C. and later relocated to Scotland for college, Steer’s journey into music wasn’t precisely deliberate. A former economics pupil at St. Andrews, he started writing songs throughout lengthy, isolating winters, processing the whole lot from existential angst to romantic infatuation. A type of early tracks, “Muted Colours,” caught the eye of label execs and rapidly led to a document deal simply days earlier than he was as a result of begin a elaborate company job in New York. Steer selected music. And that leap of religion is now starting to bear fruit.
Steer’s attraction lies in each his humility and his emotional transparency.
Onstage, he’s quietly magnetic. In dialog, disarmingly honest. And in his music, he doesn’t fake to have the solutions.
“I’m nonetheless figuring it out,” he admits. “However I feel I’ve realized that discovering one thing you’re keen on — and somebody or one thing to like outdoors of your work — is the best key to happiness.”
Throughout the EP, Steer paints his world in muted colours and unfiltered truths: From the starry-eyed craving of “Oh Darling” to the aching readability of “No One Desires to Die Alone.” His songs is likely to be soft-spoken, however they converse loudly to anybody who’s ever felt caught between who they’re and who they’re changing into.
Atwood Journal caught up with the ever-charming Steer to speak emotional cycles, sold-out milestones, and the fragile dance of danger and reward.
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A CONVERSATION WITH BENJAMIN STEER
Atwood Journal: You’ve referred to as Figuring It Out “a hopeless romantic’s dream and downfall.” How did writing these songs enable you make sense of your individual experiences of affection and uncertainty?
Benjamin Steer: I feel love of any variety comes hand in hand with a sense of goal. And if you find yourself attempting to determine issues out in your twenties you fall out and in of affection with many individuals and issues, and also you undergo this emotional rollercoaster of feeling like you’ve got the whole lot one second after which the following…you aren’t fairly certain what you might be doing. It’s an unsure time for everybody and that’s form of what I discover the simplest to jot down about… as a result of even now I do not know what I’m doing!
The EP feels prefer it strikes by means of levels of youth: infatuation, ache, readability. Did you got down to construct that arc, or did it emerge naturally because the songs got here collectively?
Benjamin Steer: My entire life is cycles of this, so it was not a tough factor to come back naturally. I prefer to really feel issues… of their highs and lows and in between. One factor {that a} good friend as soon as stated to me that basically caught with me – it was proper after I went by means of a very unusual situationship, and I used to be extremely down dangerous… felt onerous to choose myself up. I used to be speaking to them about how troublesome and low I used to be feeling… And so they checked out me and stated “good.” If I really feel love or feelings deeply it solely makes the existence of being a human extra saturated, extra significant – maybe within the good and the dangerous.
“No One Desires To Die Alone” resonates with so many individuals. What truths about loneliness and connection had been you attempting to seize in that music?
Benjamin Steer: I all the time describe this music once I play it reside as “Simply what it says on the tin” I feel at instances I generally is a straight-to-the-point-writer, and it is a prime instance of that. I don’t wish to die alone… which sounds fairly heavy however what I feel I’ve present in the previous couple of years is that I crave companionship and a larger goal in issues outdoors of the obsession in my skilled life.
Life might be fairly lonely in your early 20s and discovering somebody you could share your highs lows and in-betweens with might be probably the most beneficial issues I’ve discovered and makes you a greater individual. I feel significantly within the music trade your private {and professional} form of mix collectively and so extra so than ever I want somebody or one thing to care about and love outdoors of the work. I wish to promote out the 02 however I additionally need a farmhouse with my spouse and youngsters and some canines.
You started writing in the course of the lengthy winters at St. Andrews. How did isolation, and that individual atmosphere, form the way in which you method songwriting even now?
Benjamin Steer: My time at college was actually not one which I want to return to in some ways. It was an especially aggressive atmosphere and there have been little to no retailers. It was very isolating, and I felt, despite the fact that I used to be surrounded by nice mates… it was lonely. I typically suppose that if my time at college was wonderful, I might have by no means picked up a guitar and I might have by no means began songwriting.
The primary music that I ever launched was a commentary on the numbness and isolation I felt throughout my time there however form of disguised within the feeling that you simply all the time had put on a facade like life was nice and that you simply had the whole lot found out… when in actuality I had no thought what I actually wished to do and what made me excited and glad.
You had been standing getting ready to an economics profession earlier than a document deal shifted your path. What did selecting music over that future train you about danger, goal, and belief in your self?
Benjamin Steer: I feel it was an enormous danger, however it was one which I by no means actually thought twice about. I all the time wished to really feel like I used to be accountable for my future and that my success can be because of the work that I had accomplished purely off my very own again.
I feel I’ve all the time tried to embody a little bit of an entrepreneurial spirt and I feel the music trade is form of the right place to make that occur. You possibly can get up one morning and write a music or put up a video that may really utterly change your life trajectory. You aren’t working with commodities which might be owned by anybody else, you’re the commodity, and the eye is the demand. It’s a captivating dynamic and the truth that your inherent creativity in songwriting which was already one thing I did as a interest and keenness – goes to be the rationale behind your success it makes it all of the extra thrilling.
“Muted Colours” turned your breakthrough. Once you hearken to it now, does it really feel like a reminder of who you had been then, or does it reveal new that means as your profession evolves?
Benjamin Steer: I feel “Muted Colours” was the unexpectedly excellent first music to place out. It served its excellent goal within the time that it was written for me personally but additionally to point out an viewers the kind of music and messaging I wished to pursue.
I look again positively on it now for certain, however I don’t maintain a lot emotional attachment to my music as soon as it’s launched. It was the primary steppingstone in a protracted row to cross the river, and I’m so grateful that I might have even had the possibility to start out or embark on that journey.
I feel it labored as a result of it was simply trustworthy, it was one of many first songs I had ever written, and I didn’t actually have a reference level as to what was okay and what was not. I feel I do naturally cringe a bit of bit listening again to it now as a result of I feel my type and tone has modified a bit, however it actually was a unbelievable first step!
Your sold-out present at The Grace was a milestone second. Past the joy, did it change the way in which you see your self as an artist?
Benjamin Steer: Oh completely! I feel it was one in all my biggest accomplishments in my profession but additionally personally up to now… It is vitally onerous to tangibly quantify your success in music and to have folks standing in entrance of me, singing songs that I’ve written in my bed room is among the most weird however wonderful experiences in my life up to now.
I feel I all the time battle a bit with imposter syndrome – I’m actually only a man who writes songs about what he sees on the planet. It’s not significantly groundbreaking stuff, however the truth that folks hook up with it on the similar degree I do is unbelievable. I really feel unworthy.
You’ve shared levels with artists like Myles Smith and shortly Arthur Hill. How do these experiences affect the way in which you consider your individual reside presence and storytelling?
Benjamin Steer: Oh completely, they’re unbelievable folks to be round. Very proficient however very pushed. They wish to the perfect and they’re the perfect, and their medium is their music and private experiences. It’s wonderful to observe and shapes how I view myself within the trade – creatively but additionally in a enterprise and a hit context.
Your listeners typically describe your music as quietly cinematic. Do you see your self portray scenes with sound, or are you extra involved with emotional reality over imagery?
Benjamin Steer: I don’t actually are likely to overly analyze my sound or messaging. In the end, I would like folks to connect with it and it may be lyrical or only a feeling. The music is a winner if it takes its personal form and type out of my management – to be interpreted and shared by the listener in their very own private context.
The EP is named Figuring It Out. After writing and releasing it, what do you’re feeling you’ve found out, and what questions are you continue to attempting to determine?
Benjamin Steer: Nicely not a lot I might say… I very a lot am nonetheless figuring it out. All I’ve found out is that discovering one thing you’re keen on and one thing purposeful in life is the best key to happiness. I’m nonetheless looking out, however I feel that I’m.
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